If you enjoy video games, once you learn to play life, it is really rewarding.
The thing is, like, it is a grinding kind of game to begin.
Man I watched BJ Penn interview and it made me think about how important family is. This guy is just wandering around old places, reliving old memories, with people that do not know him or remember him.
The people he was super close with, well, he has not spoken with them in years.
Super, super weird.
I could really be wrong. Now, what I want to say is that I do not know him and I wish him the best. I hope he is happy.
It did make me think about all the people I have been close with and who I do not keep in contact with anymore. People who I worked with a lot.
And like the trials and failures and victories, how they can be tied to a place. But like if you go back there, how there is not anything there anymore. The people are gone and the place itself may be gone.
What matters though, is like now.
Have a good plan now. Have a good project now. Have a good life, now.
You work to explicate yourself from the situation of looking for people's praise. You do things that are good things to do. You also do things that are interesting to you.